Even though I could say and have said, "no it doesn't matter. Just go on with your life and shut up." But it matters.
"Everyone has to deal with this. Or they would if they thought too much, like you do." But I can't stop thinking about it.
"It's a slippery slope you're on." But it's not like I can crawl back up, if it is.
"You're setting out to destroy yourself." No I'm not. I'm setting out to figure myself out. I'm setting out to be happy. Big difference.
"You can deal with this within the boundaries you know." No, I don't think I can.
"You should be grateful with what you have been given. You should be grateful with the life you have." I am. I'm not killing myself. I'm not going anywhere. There are just a few things I'd like to be different. Same with everyone.
"This will never work out." Hey maybe not. But if it destroys me, well at least I'll have made an honest try. An honest try at living. An honest try at being myself.
Well that's it.
Who even knows what all that means.
Just thoughts and ramblings. Word vomit.
Just live,
Kalinka.
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"This will never work out." Hey maybe not. But if it destroys me, well at least I'll have made an honest try. An honest try at living. An honest try at being myself."
That is going into my big book of awesomeness.
*sigh*,
Jesse
Oh no! Kal! Help! thrusday it was boney M. and yesterday was... well I broke down and ordered all the music from the perks of being a wall flower and guess what happened to come in first? THE VILLAGE PEOPLE! Marr might know them better than anybody but everybody knows them. They well *blushes* they sing or what ever you wanna call it that they do the Y.M.C.A!!!!!!!!!!!! I also got nervanna and listened to Smells like teen spirit. But the village people are funnyer. "In the navey something something something!"
Yes my originality in music has come back full speed. *yells* I LOVE 70'S 80'S AND 90'S MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I blame the "sailor" in THE VILLAGE PEOPLE for being too funny! Oh and Kal was downloaded men women and childeren the monkey man song. It was scary it was like "we are the monkey monkey men and we'll eat all your friends!" But they didn't eat you. Did they? Oh my god the band has eaten every one! Thats why Marr no longer comments. We also found the song which I forget the name of now. But the vidio was like then on the sun and there where people in masks. Hey right everyone was eaten so I'm talking to my self. Hi Kylaya! He he I'm crazy. My chess coach said he wanted us to have comversations in your heads with our selves. No oneder everyone thinks chess people are crazy! Oh well I go to go write a book report on the perks of being a wall flower and 2 debate speckes. I still don't have a partner so is there any point? Oooo maby the nameless guy was realy a friend of mine and was eatem by the monkey monkey men.
Musicaly crazy!
Kylaia
P.S. we realy like man women and children.
oh my god the venus song is on! "I'm your venus I'm your fire your disire" Sorry had to tell people!
*Wants to protest being accused of not commenting but can't because he was eaten by the monkey monkey men*
Ook,
Marr Vell
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