(This is from a "Lightning Blog" challenge that Jesse and me were doing earlier.)
"Look at all the people"
I. Ideal.
Look at all the people,
but don't
don't
look at her
in the corner, she's
too odd, she's
got rain-covered gravestones in her
brain, only absence
in her dried lime
eyes.
II. Rational.
And if everyone suddenly left today for Heaven she would be left behind. Faceless, voiceless. She has nothing to say and no one to say it to. All of her metaphors, all of her ideas, all of her words have fallen from her mouth and smashed on the ground, exploded into a million pieces. No one listens, no one cares. And those that do are only around to consume her words to make them their own.
It really is because she is too odd for this world. Or is she mad? And when she is gone they will probably say, "what a charming specimen, too bright for this world" but she knows that's a lie. She's not a poet. She's not a writer. She's an actor. Probably one of the best. She does not know how to stop acting, really. Every day a new character. Every day a new face. Who is she anyway? Nothing inside. Nothing inside and she turns to the magazines and books and music around her for a sense of self. A new face. And new words pour from her mouth, revitalized, and smash multifaceted on the ground. She is no one.
III. Wisdom
When her heart has
given up and she
lies cold in white lace
wrapping, they
will say:
"What a charming specimen,
too bright for this world"
as if she held some strange
glowing truth in her mind that
burned her from the inside -
a million white blazing
suns.
But who are 'they' anyway?
Nothing but
lies personified.
Look at all the people,
look at the rain-soaked gravestones,
but don't look at that one,
don't look for
that girl who had
the dried lime
eyes.
She was the one was too odd,
for this world,
she was just a girl,
who wanted to be God.
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End,
KB.
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Well kalinka blue. I really like this. It made me think abut stuff. Who is this person anyways? I'm curiouse as to find out who she is.
Intrigued,
Jesse
(Krazy Kalinka's Kommenting Kampaign Part 7)
Prochaine: Kalinka Bleu.
Well,
This poem is certainly autobiographical or, well, self-reflective. I tried to strip everything down as much as I could to see what I would get. Also, I just really need to vent. So there you go.
(I could not think of anything witty to say here that did not involve the finer points of taffy making, really. So I chose to be serious.)
*wishes she had taffy but realizes that everytime she wishes for it, she gets it and doesn't really like it as much as she thought she would*
Love,
KB.
OMFG I cant writ tonight why is it kal that you are great at things exactaly when I cant even get my self to try it.
Well, I don't know if I'm great or not but if ever I improved my writing - it's from writing all the time; I'm no better at this than you, don't worry.
KB.
Me worried? Naw I'm just glad that when your famouse you can write to Kylaia inside your Merka/nobell prize winnering book and I can say to my grand children "OOhh Look kidies thats me" of course they will then kart me off to the mental instatution but so's life. Least I'll get 3 square meals. maby you'll even have 47 books (one for each) of course the'll all be poet surprize winners and you'll be biger than J.K. Rowlling! Ohhh then one day I'll send you a letter and you'll be like "poeple I imploy at a fair price to do work that I am to busey to do (open fan mail cause you'll have like a zillion letters a day.) And they'll be like oo you got a letter from someone by the name of kylaia do you know her? And you'll think back to your first book and be like "I think so..." then you'll be like "naw she probably wouldn't remember me" And that would be it.
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